Why do I feel lonely when I have so many people around me?

Loneliness.
Abandonment.
My biggest fears.
I don't even want to contemplate on how to overcome these irrational fears of mine.

May be it's just me or it's fate that I won't have friends that I can truly reveal my true self to.
I feel confined everyday.
I feel miserable.
I feel like an ugly piece of shit.
I feel as though I don't deserve anything.

... I just wish I could stop all these feelings. Detach myself from everything. Everything.

Why the heck can't i change my blog address?!
Ugh :/

Got it changed!

Yes, hi, I'm back. Heh.
Changing things up. Sec 4 right now, a whole new person with a different mind-set.